"Easier to Love You" by Porter Robinson is my obsession right now
There you were, you're gonna make a sceneComparin' yourself to the person you were at age seventeenI put my suit on and I tied my tieI look like someone I don't recognize

And it would be so much easier to love youIf you could only see yourself like meAnd wouldn't it hurt much less when you were lonelyIf you could only see yourself like me?

I found a letter, "Dear future meI promise I'll take care of the person we'll both be eventuallyI'll pick up painting, oh, oh, and I'll join the gymI can't shake the feeling that I'll be happy by the time I'm him"

And it would be so much easier to love youIf you could only see yourself like meAnd wouldn't it hurt much less when you were lonelyIf you could only see yourself like me?

Please be disappointed in meIsn't it obvious I wasn't who you think?

And it would be so much easier to love youIf you could only see yourself like meAnd wouldn't it hurt much less when you were lonelyIf you could only see yourself like me?
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